someone searched for this saying “what does this mean?”
it seems to me that this is one of the easier lines in romeo & juliet to figure out.  but that’s just me…  obviously, it means get it on. specifically, it means she won’t get it on with romeo and he finds it frustrating.  he seems a little conceited, in my opinion, to be calling his junk “saint seducing gold,” but if it’s not working so well to seduce even rosaline, then it’s probably not as hot as he thinks it is.
“nor ope her lap” is exactly what it sounds like.  i hope the searcher looks for this line again, because this is what it means.
i’m writing my own performance review.  i hate writing this thing.  first of all, ED thought it would be easier for me than just doing it herself, as is the normal way of going about it.  i get that she’s trying to accommodate me and my emotional breakdown a few days ago, but for some reason, she thought all the horrible things she has to say about me would come as a surprise.  to be honest, i don’t want to do it.  it feels pointless, because she already has her ideas on what i’m doing wrong, and it doesn’t matter what i write.  we’re just going to compare notes, and mine is going to get thrown out.  so all this tedium of judging my ridiculous actions for the past 8 months is useless.  i wish she would just tell me what she wants me to say.
she also had a conversation with BF about my performance at NH1, and though i don’t believe a slimy word that slides out of his grubby little mouth, she doesn’t know any better.  he could say that i caused all the problems there and that the partners hated me, and how would she know any different?  patrick already believes him, and it’s clear by my conversations with him.  he doesn’t believe that the partners in NH1 have any respect for me and that i interacted with them strictly on a friendship level.  the partners themselves have told me that they respect me and felt that they were in good hands when i was making decisions.  i have never felt that level of respect in WB.  i can see how there would be a constant comparison between me and lindsay (the previous holder of my position here), but i’ll admit, i’m bitter, and i don’t think lindsay had the foundation with this company that i had.  she’s still invested.
and i don’t know how to get past it in a productive way.  i feel ousted. banished.  i feel like a whistleblower who is being punished for getting the boss in trouble.  i don’t feel like my issues were taken seriously.  i feel like their major concern was to get me out of there.  as much as they say they were “protecting their investment” in me, all i can hear is patrick’s voice telling me back in the beginning that he wants to be sure he’s “not wasting his money” on me.  that’s one way of saying he’s protecting an investment, but why would you ever imply that an employee that you are trying to keep is a waste of money?  that’s a good way to make enemies.
so i already know that’s how he’s motivated.  as much as he says he’s worried about me, i can’t help thinking i’m just a waste of his money.  so, knowing that, how am i supposed to feel compelled to work harder?  how am i supposed to want to move forward?  why should i care at all?